I really don't like you right now. You are blobbing between me and a better version of me that I am striving to become. Getting rid of you will not be easy, but you know what? It's happening, my globby friend. You aren't staying around for much longer. I will use you as fuel for my harder workouts. I will use you as motivation to change my body and myself for the better. I will look back on you and smile, not because you have been a positive force in my life, oh no, but because I will know how you once held me down but then I became strong enough to push you out of my life for good.
And that's exactly what will happen, Next Forty Pounds Lost, you will be gone, for good, forever, for always. I hope you enjoyed your stay! You made me quite miserable, but I hope you enjoyed clinging to my bones all this time. I hope you enjoyed making my heart work harder and my body less stable and more weak. I hope you enjoyed making me dread clothes' shopping and sitting in school desks. I hope you enjoyed humiliating me and making me feel like less of a human. I hope you enjoyed all that because this is the end.
This is where we say our goodbyes and never see each other again. You will join the Last Forty Pounds I Lost in being expunged from my life forever. I hope the eighty of you get along well, because you're never invited back onto my body!
With much resentment,
Happy, Healthy Gina
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